Self-surrender

There are many times when I feel I am alone,

There are many moments when I feel no one comes along.

But here I stand pretending to be strong,

Deep inside, I can’t take this for so long.

I once tried to stand but they stepped on me,

I once reached for their hands,

But they didn’t reach for me.

I once cried out loud but even one didn’t hear me,

I once shouted for help but no one rescued me.

I am already tired and weak in this life!

I can’t think which is wrong and right!

I can’t find my way to light,

‘Cause I think I can’t survive.